Thursday, July 21, 2005

There's no point in mulling over things the way I do. I seem blessed with the ability to make vast expanses of time fade into nothing at all by just thinking about many things at the same time, and not doing anything about them, except worry. "Fret away, my pet", I can hear those voices say. But not today, not today! It gets better with time, of course. Changes pile on and things seem less frightening than they once did. And there's no denying that what I consider to be pushing to the limits is what so many people consider to be just another day! Maybe it isn't right to compare onesself to others in such regards, for fear of more emotional complications, but at the very least it seems to teach me new lessons which I think I ought to be familiar with. That ain't so bad, now is it?

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

What happen? I was checking this blog all last holidays, and nothing had appeared since about June 10. Then I check today, and there's been all these entries throughout June and July. Mate, it makes no sense.

AKM said...

I was using drafts throughout the holidays, so I was writing the posts without publishing them. I published a whole batch of them a couple of weeks back, so that would explain why they didn't appear when you were checking them.

As for why I was using drafts, it's just because I didn't want to keep coming back and editing already published posts, because with a lot of them I only wrote a basic outline of what I wanted to say. I think at this stage I have a couple of unpublished drafts, so stay tuned ;)

AKM said...

Oh, I should explain what a draft is, it's just a post in progress. So you can keep editing it till it's "ready", and then publish it.

Anonymous said...

OK already, I understand what a draft is, I don't need two explanations. Just cause you kicked my arse last semester doesn't mean I'm stupid.

Anonymous said...

PS. I rule.

Jenny said...

you don't seem to exist very often, dear aditya; are you scared of the comment spam too?

I'm not, because now I run my own free online casino! after that nifty little ad/comment that was generated on my blog, I decided to send my lifesavings to a shady person denoted by a string of letters and numbers so that my FREE ONLINE CASINO would make me millions of dollars.

of course, I've yet to hear from them again, but I guess with deals like those, they'll be very busy replying!

*continues to kick spam*

hmm, here ends the randomness of this particular post. perhaps I too can be considered to be some form of spam.

AKM said...

I've been existing alright, but it is true that the digital me has been silently aging without much talk. I think it's a good thing that I stop yammering at some points, otherwise I start to think that I actually have things of worth to say!

"I'm not, because now I run my own free online casino!"

? I think this might be a scam, actually. I mean, I got one about a free online gym, and that was legit (and indeed it has made me a rich man), but I'm not so sure about your one. You might want to look into that.

I've taken dramatic steps to try and tone down the comment spam. Times are tough around here, but I think I can pull through.

"perhaps I too can be considered to be some form of spam"

You just walk into these things, don't you? ;)