It hits me hard, this cruel fact. If only they could understand it was not my choice... But why did I let myself go through with it? Perhaps stupidity is the reason I am punished the way I am.
Actually, I'm not quite sure why I sometimes feel I ought to make thing accessible, but other times leave them deliberately cryptic and understanable only to myself. Anyhow, such posts are not meant to be any sort of meaningful expression to the outside world...they are but part of a long conversation with myself, which a blog is a convenient home for!
This blog is a creative outlet whose overarching purpose has varied over the years. While once I had pretensions of fictional writing, nowadays I'm content with studying events and moments in my life that (I hope) mean more than they let on.
3 comments:
you should have a "cryptic" label too.
Haha, but then that would apply to almost everything I write! ;)
Actually, I'm not quite sure why I sometimes feel I ought to make thing accessible, but other times leave them deliberately cryptic and understanable only to myself. Anyhow, such posts are not meant to be any sort of meaningful expression to the outside world...they are but part of a long conversation with myself, which a blog is a convenient home for!
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